What my heart longs for is community, a sense of belonging. I reminisce about the past and ponder the life of community I shared with others. I want that again. I am hungry for a life that is met with messy and deep relationships. I don't mind the chaos for the pursuit of life. I will gladly take on adversity to rid myself of loneliness.
I am in a place now where I can create belonging, I just don't know how to do it. But it is better to be in a position of possibility and empowerment than not.
This longing is a goad that prods and compels me toward the path of destiny. I will be His and He will guide me and teach me and lead me. That is His promise.
Be wise in what is good, and innocent in what is evil...Rom 16:19
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