Vain

We are destructive people. We hurt each other, we hurt those we love, we hurt those we hate, we hurt ourselves. We have good intentions that are followed up by weak resolve and laziness. We want to be better but often times we sabotage the very joy we so desperately seek. Often ill equipped, to ignorant to seek counsel, and to proud to follow advice when given we are our own worst enemy. We need help to journey in life. We need the wisdom of others who can guide us down the dark windy roads. We need light from the indwelling presence of the Holy Spirit. We need the Good Shepard to care for us.

I like being a guide. I enjoy helping others who either do not know the way or have not traveled as far as I have. I understand that many times they will deviate from the path to drink from the poisoned waters. I know that they will intentionally stray thinking they know better, when they do not. I know this because I have done the same. I know that my efforts may not be welcomed and some will continue in their harmful ways. I know that even though I can shine a light, lead the way, give direction, and beg and plead for them to take another path they inevitably will not.

Is it vain to believe in rescue? Is it vain to try?

No. My efforts are not predicated on their choices. My efforts cannot and will not be determined by others self hate.

God never gives up on us. He longs for our friendship, pursues our love, guides us into His presence. We don't follow. We don't listen. We do what we want. But he still helps. How can I do any less?